Behind every No, there is a reason

 I have decided to stop beating myself up for not moving out of the company.

I used to resent myself for being weak and not daring to venture out. 

I have come to realise that if I am another person, I wont be so hard on him/her. 

There are always reasons behind every decision. 

For me, not moving out probably showed my lack of confidence in my abilities and my fears of failing.

It also showed that I needed a lot of security and stability.

So I may have lost opportunities by staying put, but I have definitely gained as well.