Thursday, March 18, 2021

Day 21 - What do I actually want?

 The final day. 

Most of the days I just filled up what as on my mind, just for the sake of filling up.

I will do a compilation to see what insights I can get out of the 21 days.


Last day want :

1. Reduce my cholestrol to below 5

2. Lose weight till 51kg.

Wednesday, March 17, 2021

Day 20 - What do I actually want?

 For the first time, I am writing about my daughters.

I want to spend at least a month just travelling with my daughters. Just enjoying their company. 

Monday, March 15, 2021

Day 19 - What do I actually want?

 I want to be focused on what I like. Not caring about what others think and what they think of me. I have wasted too much time being safe and careful.

Saturday, March 13, 2021

Day 18 - What do I actually want?

 1. I want to lose weight. Target is 51kg.

2. I want to drink 2L of waters per day.

3. I want to sleep for at least 7 hours per day.

4. I want to work and stay in a foreign city for 1 year.

5. I want to face the things I fear a little at a time until I overcome my fear.              

6. I want to have RM100k in my savings account by 31st Dec 2021.

Thursday, March 11, 2021

Day 16 - What do I actually want?

 1. I want to learn negotiation skills

2. I want to lose weight. My goal is 51kg now. 

3. I want to drink 2litres of water each day. 

4. I want to stay and work in Shanghai for a year. 

5. I want to learn to speak and read Japanese. 

6. I want to have RM100k savings in my bank account by end December 2021.

Wednesday, March 10, 2021

Day 15 - What do I actually want?

 I want to lose weight.

I want to drink 2litres water a day.

I want to sleep at least 7 hours a day. 

I want to make peace with myself, be kind to myself and not always be critical. 

Tuesday, March 9, 2021

Day 14 - What do I actually want?

1. I want to lose weight. My weight now is 54.7kg. I want to go down to 51kg.

So this is my plan : 

Breakfast : Oats + fruits

Lunch : One bowl of food in my little correll bowl

Late afternoon snack : 1 jacob's biscuit or 1 chipsmore oats cookie or 1 little piece of dark chocolate

Dinner : One bowl of food in my little correll bowl

2. I want to drink 2L of water i.e 10 cups or 2 jugs everyday, 1 jug from 8am - 12noon, 1 jug from 12noon - 5pm

Monday, March 8, 2021

Day 13 - What do I actually want?

 I want to feel energetic to get up every morning - like how I woke up feeling excited about the day during my trip to Seoul.

I want to stop eating :

- Sotong

- Char Kuey Teow

- Fried Chicken

- French Fries

- Bubble Milk Tea

I want to lose weight. My weight now is 54.7kg. I want to go down to 51kg.

Saturday, March 6, 2021

Friday, March 5, 2021

Day 11 - What do I actually want?

 As much as I complain about myself and my life, I realise I am living someone's dream. 

There are some who wish for the stability that I have now. 

I want to have the courage and faith to get the opportunity to work in Shanghai or Beijing for a year.

Wednesday, March 3, 2021

Day 10 - What do I actually want?

 I missed another day. 

I want to have a good night sleep - without waking up in the middle of it- of at least 7 hours everyday.

Tuesday, March 2, 2021

Day 09 - What do I actually want?

 I want to keep in contact with people who are different from me. They give me new perspectives and teach me new things. 

Potential list :

1. Dany 

2. Asha

3. Sze How

4. Bee Lui

5. John

6. Hui Hui

7. Wen Pin


Monday, March 1, 2021

Day 08 - What do I actually want?

 I skipped a day. I need to work out the best timing each day that I can make an entry, without fail.

I want to go somewhere scenic and quiet, with a good friend, just sit quietly and watch time go by. 

How badly do I want break.... this seems to be always on my mind