Do as an end not as means

Shinzo Abe was shot and died today. I feel sad for him. No one should die this way.

It's the start of wpp holidays today.

I had breakfast at sugarlane. 

I deposited my tax relief.

I printed my passport receipt.

I fixed my hair (finally) after 4 months.

I had keto cocoa with avocado cheese cake. They were not super nice, but the experience of trying something new was enjoyable.

I got angry because I was not making the progress I hope for during cello practice.

So I got angrier when I saw my family didn't appreciate the food I cook.

Then I realised the purpose of me cooking was so that we save money and the kids eat proper food. As long as that purpose was served, I don't need the appreciation.

I realised it's futile to always expect appreciation from others. Most of the time, we will never get it.

Still things need to be done.

I learnt something about being a real adult by reading Mark Manson's book.

My family didn't notice my new hair. I spent RM400 on it. I think I look stunning. Thank goodness I did it for myself.

Today is a good day. 😊